Writing Habit Transformation - Day 02

Day 02 of trying to write things down more and although I did not contribute the very next day, I purposely planned it that way. I didn’t want to put pressure on myself to keep up a habit from scratch consecutively because that is always how I quite things. By assuming that as soon as I miss a day then the habit is immediately stopped. The goal has ended. Because starting from scratch again sounds too draining. I thought I notice I frequently have when I make a poor decision or make a choice I know isn’t the one I should be making is when I pretend a documentary of my life has been made like a typical Netflix docuseries where they do a smash cut of all the moments leading up to the downfall of my life and I think what would be included and those times are in there.

Anyway….none of this is coherent enough to be working towards meaningful writing but I do have to say the simple act of writing is what is currently helping. Not keeping thoughts jumbled around or revising things I want to say/thing but in such a refinement without it ever coming out that it just eventually drives me mad.

The goal for the rest of today and tomorrow is pulling back onto the track because I can feel in impending derailment and if you aren’t the one keeping yourself in check, then who else is it supposed to be?